Friday, February 04, 2005

Bored or busy?

Oh man, I wish I didn't have this many problems at this time in my life. I have no idea how to handle them. And self-doubt, the complex neurosis that only humans can go through, is taking toll. I haven't done any writing in days. And I wish I had something new to say, but my mind is preoccupied and I can't cut through the glut that seems to surround me.
But the weather has been better the whole week. Nothing below -5c, which is a blessing. And I have been eating well enough, so I guess I shouldn't complain.
As I write this I realize that either I loose myself in the bigger picture, or loose it all in the daily. I can't seem to figure out how to divide my time (and effort) to both. Hopefully, I'll learn. Soon.